I was talking to Sona last night before heading to the gym and we got into concerns over Amy and I. After we were done I thought a little bit about doing things differently.
[19:52] pumpkinsona: That’s my news, what’s happening with you?
[19:52] SuprKain: just busting my butt getting things in order
[19:52] SuprKain: my resume is looking beautiful and i have some tests to take before the end of the month
[19:53] SuprKain: touching base will all my az contacts righhtnow and seeing promising returns
[19:54] pumpkinsona: That’s great news. So this is not just a transfer but a new job?
[19:54] SuprKain: no transfers
[19:54] pumpkinsona: Bummer!
[19:54] SuprKain: nothing available in az
[19:54] SuprKain: i had some issues with it at first… but it comes down to priorities
[19:54] pumpkinsona: So….Amy is a priority?
[19:55] SuprKain: do i act like she is?
[19:56] pumpkinsona: Well, changing jobs and moving to another state speaks for itself
[19:56] SuprKain: ok.
[19:58] pumpkinsona: Seriously, Dave, this is a BIG step. Do you not need more time to think this over or are your feelings for Amy that strong?
[19:59] SuprKain: I appreciate your interest in me aside from Amy. it speaks well of you and solidifies my high opinionis of you
[19:59] SuprKain: I can make money anywhere. I can get attention from women anywhere. There is only one place where I can really figure this out
[20:00] SuprKain: If I want to find out more about Amy, I have to be nearby.
[20:04] pumpkinsona: Well that’s true but again it is a big change. If she means that much to you, it’s your choice, only time will tell. I just want the best for the both of you. I like you alot and I can tell Amy does. I would say it is none of my business but when it comes to my children I make it my business. I just don’t want to see someone hurt, especially if you make such drastic changes in your lifestyle.
[20:05] SuprKain: Saber sus raices permite apreciar sus frutas.
[20:05] pumpkinsona: What?
[20:05] SuprKain: the more i talk to you the more i appreciate the person that amy is and will become
[20:05] SuprKain: it means once you know the roots, you can appreciate the fruits
[20:05] SuprKain: spanish proverb
[20:06] SuprKain: i’m on my way out the door. but i am available most of the time online if you want to chat
[20:06] SuprKain: thanks again for being such a classy lady.
[20:06] pumpkinsona: It just seems you could keep your present job (if you are happy there) and Amy could fly to see you on weekends.
[20:06] pumpkinsona: Thank you Dave
[20:10] pumpkinsona: Then if things got more serious you could then move. I just hate for you to lose your seniority. Take care, call again. Sona
However after talking to Amy this morning, I am convinced I need to be with her.
[08:01] SuprKain: if someone offered you a challenge… any type of challenge you had to complete in a day, and at the end you would be given wealth to last your whole life, or if you failed you would be killed, would you do it?
[08:02] snow0244: no
[08:02] SuprKain: k
[08:02] SuprKain: so what’s on the agenda today horndog?
[08:02] snow0244: haha
[08:03] snow0244: class, class, class, and then class
[08:03] SuprKain: boooooooooooooooriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing!
[08:03] snow0244: would you take that challenge?
[08:03] SuprKain: probably
[08:04] SuprKain: i guess it depends on the day
[08:04] SuprKain: i think i would do it because, i like the thrill, and i’m overly confident in my own abilities
[08:04] snow0244: i guess it depends on the challenge
[08:05] SuprKain: shrug
[08:05] SuprKain: true. if they told me i had to eat a jeep, i would decline
[08:05] snow0244: if i were alone when the challange was presented to me, i would probably do it
[08:05] SuprKain: why do you say that? what difference would it make if someone were watching?
[08:05] snow0244: i ment in a relationship
[08:06] SuprKain: how does ‘alone’ mean ‘in a relationship’?
[08:06] SuprKain: you are confusing
[08:06] snow0244: if i was in a relationship i would not do it, if i were “alone” i would
[08:06] SuprKain: 
[08:07] snow0244: smarty pants
[08:07] snow0244: haha, i just pictured a pair of pants chasing you around your office
[08:07] SuprKain: LOL
[08:07] SuprKain: so why would a relationship alter your decision to participate?
[08:08] snow0244: if i had someone i wanted to spend the rest of my life with, i wouldn’t chance shortening that
[08:08] snow0244: we could earn the wealth together
[08:09] SuprKain: so if that person weren’t in your immediate sphere of influence, as in you were not dating, then you would not even consider the possibility that you could meet that person the next day? the possibility of this person is somehow not a motivator as much as their immediate presence?
[08:10] snow0244: if i haven’t met them yet then i don’t know what i’m missing
[08:12] SuprKain: Ok. However the thought that you wouldn’t want to miss time with a person exists in your paradigm. Perhaps you don’t know that person in specific, but you still have the concept of a person worth living for. That concept is less important than the physical prrof of that person?
[08:12] SuprKain: proof
[08:15] snow0244: i think i see what your getting at, but without that physical proof in front of me, i would be much more tempted to pursue the challenge
[08:16] snow0244: haha, i misspelled proof too
[08:16] SuprKain: i thought so. i just needed to hear it
[08:17] SuprKain: damn the proof
[08:20] SuprKain: an hour till class. whatcha gonna do?
[08:20] snow0244: eating some cereal
[08:20] SuprKain: yum
[08:20] SuprKain: i had cinnamon outmeal
[08:21] SuprKain: s’good!
[08:27] SuprKain: snow0244: i think i see what your getting at, < -- ??? What was I gettign at?
[08:32] snow0244: that although the person wasn't in my life, the possibility of that person was still there?
[08:32] SuprKain: ok, just wondered what you were seeing
